process
I am launching by mostly regurgitating old content just to have some content. Reading through the old work on the various now forgotten websites I put it, I realize a lot of it sounds apologetic. I am apologizing for my body, my drive, my domming, my topping. For people who
LA
Los Angeles, 2007. I looked this entry up because the organizer of this dance died recently. These parties were the best I have gone to in my life. Between his many accomplishments I wanted this one remembered too. I have been to this dance party before. The organizer sends email
London
I wrote his Oct 2012, when I was 42, so technically it would be part of the London essays. At the time PrEP did not exist yet and I was trying to use condoms for anal sex every time, and 95%B of the time I did. It's
Amsterdam
You have to understand there was no way to know but that look, that glance back, so I had become really good at it, because bored teenagers in suburbs have nothing but time. Not that I actually followed up to the first contact much. There were no mobile phones, no